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[09 Jan 2005|09:11pm] |
my new journal is ilovenumbers
comment on that journal if you want to be added
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[05 Jan 2005|01:38am] |
ok for real
im killing this journal and using my new one
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[01 Jan 2005|09:26am] |
yesterday i went to the zoo with amanda and dan
took a few pictures, mistakenly took more
drove to meijers to pick up some bubbley
went to michael lea's house for dinner
laughed
dropped dan off in norwood
and had an illegal firework filled new years
i work today
i work tomorrow
but i have to move into dorms tomorrow
i dont know what to do
classes start monday
and my great uncles funeral is monday too
too many things!
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[30 Dec 2004|03:59pm] |
CHRISTMAS GIFTS TO DATE:
-a bird (parents)
-beef jerky and customized gingerbread man (thanks teh fixl0r)
-$300 (mom)
thanks!
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[29 Dec 2004|09:22pm] |
Christmas is over
so far all of the gifts i recieved are countable on ONE finger
a bird
..thats it.
i am currently at my mom's house about to watch a documentary on Stonehenge
someone tell me something nice
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[23 Dec 2004|05:30pm] |
snowed in at andrews house
::short drive::
snowed in at evans house
level 3 warning (get a ticket for driving)
now level 2 warning (no ticket just a strict lip)
and i left my camera at home
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[21 Dec 2004|12:34am] |
is anyone else having a really shitty christmas break?
i forogt to mention my uncle is dying with cancer in ab 2 wks
everyones depressed
and bush is president
which automatically increase global warming
meaning
theres no snow for christmas anymore
:'(
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| being single is more fun anyway |
[20 Dec 2004|10:14am] |
ill make new friends
ill make more friends
ill go to the protests
ill save the rainforest
ill fight for animal welfare
ill mentor every years robotics team
and paint pictures of birds and volcanos
while getting straight A's in school
you cant find another kathryn!
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| now what? |
[18 Dec 2004|02:29am] |
well
i am single
the breaking up was a mutual agreement
i still feel disappointed.
mainly because we have known each other for over 4 years and we dated and he still barely knows me and he is deciding that we dont really have anything to share anymore based on the little he DOES know.
but he doesn't know very much about me at all.
he doesnt know about all of my plans
the protests i plan on visiting
the animals i plan on saving
the enviroment i plan on protecting
the career i plan on pursuing
the things i do in my freetime
he daydreams i have
the things i look for on a sunny day
things i eat as a snack
what my next tattoo is
he doesnt know any of it
and it makes me mad that its not good enough for his standards. im sure if i was one of his friends in detroit that was super cool and we hung out and made plans to go to music festivals..not to mention id be really craftsy or music intelligent or a video game elite, id rank higher.
but instead im a girl infatued with school and fighting for what i believe is right. i am in love with robotics and i have a poorly mapped out craftsy side that is unique in a sense of its own. i have stopped listening to my indie noise and took up paul simon and the smiths. i have to be good for someone out there.
im really bummed. i need more friends
speaking of friends, not i dont really have any of milos friends anymore. they were his friends, dan and eric. i knew them through milo. i thought they were great guys but whos to say theyre sticking around when im a loner in cincinnati.
christmas break is just getting worse and worse
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[13 Dec 2004|10:52am] |
so christmas break
BLOWS
day 1: get into car accident...
scenerio: car infornt of my slides off the road and takes out a sign..rebounds onto the road again
I follow right after him, except my car takes out the whole railing and slides down a hill.
my car lands on its side and i come out uninjured. GAY!!!
TOW TRUCK: $75
TICKET FOR FAILURE TO CONTROL VEHICLE: $331.34
COST OF DAMAGES FOR MY CAR: $175 APPROX.
COST TO REPAIR CITY PROPERTY: ???
ok that was day 1
day 2: laptop POS
my harddrive somehow killed itself. i turned my computer on and the first thing and the only thing it says was "disk read error press ctrl-alt-del to restart" so i called delland talked to 100 indian women who are employed there. they couldn't do anyhtign for me
next thing. i check my grades and my calculus teacher decided that curving grades was silly. SO i ended with a D+ instead of my predicted B-. i was like...............wtf. super pissed. so i forced myself to drop a programming class and retake calculus 1 again next year and just do a grade replacement. even though with that D+, my gpa is still a 3.08, it's just with that B- my gpa was around a 3.50. sooo gay
im baking christmas cookies today
give me your address is you would like a tin
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[08 Dec 2004|01:16am] |
i'm in college now.
i need a new journal
it'll be my journal though
no one will know ab it
it will be there to let me say whatever i want to say without worrying about someone telling somebody else whats on my mind.
i need privacy and very little wisdom from others now.
ill do fine without you
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[06 Dec 2004|07:44pm] |
so university of cincinnati does love me in some way
i made some big splashes in my college.
i was send to the college of access and transition (CAT) due to low GPA in highshcool
i am now leaving that college and transitioning into a normal college i guess you could say.
but they love me so muhc because i had the highest grade in my CAT classes and my academic workload is quite impressive.
i was interviewed today.
theyre taking my picture on the 17th and they are trying to get the cincinnati equirer out there to ask me some questions.
why am i celebrity where ever i go now?
it seemed robotics was nice fame for me.
then the local magazines that feaured me
but geez, a quarter into college and im already getting articles written about me.
in the end you'd think i'd enjoy being me.
i want more.
i wish i could say exactly whatmore i want though
<3 heres to the future
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[05 Dec 2004|12:35pm] |
 | You scored as alternative. You're partially respected for being an individual in a conformist world yet others take you as a radical. You have no place in society because you choose not to belong there - you're the luckiest of them all, even if your parents are completely ashamed of you. Just don't take drugs ok?
Upper middle Class | | 71% | alternative | | 71% | Middle Class | | 67% | Lower Class | | 58% | Luxurious Upper Class | | 33% | </td>
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[04 Dec 2004|11:42pm] |
im definately soul searching
and im definately heading for a change
i dont know what it is
but i feel it'i just wish i knew what changes were coming so i could prepare
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[04 Dec 2004|05:14pm] |
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phoenix |
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i cant think straight
i have a calculus exam in 3 days
and i cant focus
i dont have anymore classes
but i do have to work everynight of this week
bloody 2 jobs
damn school to hell
nothings going how i want it to, not even things i have control of
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| what does the future hold for me, leaf reader? |
[25 Nov 2004|11:54pm] |
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shela take a bow |
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with finals being all cumulative
with a job
with family problems
with money probelms
with next years work load
i am sort of feeling a bit, frustrated?
i dont know. im sick of the im so sorrys and stuff. if you cant help me in anyway, save your solace. id rather have a good time then bring up an issue that will bother me. but for any of you interested..i really do need help in a sort of, "maliginous tissue that needs to be treated," way. i need money and i need it in a month. $4000. if you dont have it, offer to cosign a loan for me. i dont have enough creidt to do it myself. im miserable over here. and on top of that im neglecting those around me bc i dont feel like talking anymore.
i have tried to stay off my computer so i wouldnt distract myself fomr my studies, but my current situations are distracting me just as much.it's hopeless. :(
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[18 Nov 2004|08:30am] |
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i registered for classes!
i have a pending 20 credit hours
calc 2
calc 2 lab
physics
physics lab
chem 2 + resitation
fundamentals of programming
total: 17 credit hours
PENDING CLASSES:
-English 102
OR!
-Graphic Fundamentals
theyre both closed but i know people will drop those classes
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